Entering the magic lamp
I'm entering another world...far away from prying eyes...far away from nasty surprises :)
Not that i dont want anyone to know, but just trying to have a place of my own away from people I know or people i fear would judge me. Here's where i've thought for a long time about writing exactly what i believe in. You're welcome to stay if you like. I'm always gonna be here.
So, I was sitting by myself all of yesterday and suddenly i liked it much more than being in a crowd and having no fun. There's something to be said even about shopping for essentials at such a time, aka by yourself. You find new things in places some companion wouldnt have chosen to go.
Dinner for two, prawns biryani and chicken shabnam curry. I'll have to eat it for lunch today as well, there's quite a lot of food. Watched a sex and the city VCD that i'd missed at the rental store earlier. Loved it, coupled the CD with "The Banger Sisters" which also i loved. It's a bit too fast from what I'd expected. You wonder if anyone has really had the time to make amends that early...and Geoff Rush is amazing. Ian Mc Kellen (if that's the right spelling) and Geoffrey Rush just make me gasp for more. Always surprising and full of surprises.
Was thinking about ex-boyfriends and how to deal with the demise of a relationship. No right way and yet very very bad for the self esteem. There's also the thing of it blowing in your face even when you've done all you could to prevent such a situation. Humans, right? Always something else waiting in line to blow up and bring you two steps back from where you were.
Anyway, i'd had a good day...without baggage (ok ok, maybe a little handbag) and without guilt. But, definitely not without sin...he he he!
Not that i dont want anyone to know, but just trying to have a place of my own away from people I know or people i fear would judge me. Here's where i've thought for a long time about writing exactly what i believe in. You're welcome to stay if you like. I'm always gonna be here.
So, I was sitting by myself all of yesterday and suddenly i liked it much more than being in a crowd and having no fun. There's something to be said even about shopping for essentials at such a time, aka by yourself. You find new things in places some companion wouldnt have chosen to go.
Dinner for two, prawns biryani and chicken shabnam curry. I'll have to eat it for lunch today as well, there's quite a lot of food. Watched a sex and the city VCD that i'd missed at the rental store earlier. Loved it, coupled the CD with "The Banger Sisters" which also i loved. It's a bit too fast from what I'd expected. You wonder if anyone has really had the time to make amends that early...and Geoff Rush is amazing. Ian Mc Kellen (if that's the right spelling) and Geoffrey Rush just make me gasp for more. Always surprising and full of surprises.
Was thinking about ex-boyfriends and how to deal with the demise of a relationship. No right way and yet very very bad for the self esteem. There's also the thing of it blowing in your face even when you've done all you could to prevent such a situation. Humans, right? Always something else waiting in line to blow up and bring you two steps back from where you were.
Anyway, i'd had a good day...without baggage (ok ok, maybe a little handbag) and without guilt. But, definitely not without sin...he he he!
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