We're just walking...

...towards God Knows What.

It's lurking there, right at the end of a dark alley, at a blind corner, at the other end of the tunnel....it's right there and it's waiting, and we're walking towards it. I dont know what it is, what form it will take and whether it will consume me or will I conquer it. I dont know if I have the strength enough to fight it, and why bother when ultimately, it's right there ruling you? You know it's there, you're walking right towards it and you can't change that ending now, can you?

I'm working on a Saturday and I'm missing the following:
1. Having nothing better to do than sprawl on the sofa and read for a few blissful minutes before falling into a deep, dreamy sleep.
2. Walking down a leafy, green pathway...under an overcast sky, beside a rocky beach, dreaming waking dreams
3. Surfing through movies, sitcoms, games.
4. Doing NOTHING!
5. Waiting for Sunday to cram all the things I need to do.

I wish it were a blasted holiday!! I need peace of mind and right now, my mind's in pieces!!!

Major crib!